Been blogging way too often lately and i really should get out and find a real life or more productive things to do,but my days are filled with predetermined plans and various chores i have to complete-alas they end in the evening when i'm too tired to do anything but lay on my bed and let my thoughts blithely wander off into sweet oblivion.So i spent the last few hours alternating what's left of my attention span from the tv (the office marathon currently on),storybook in my hands and the pastime of answering random questions on Yahoo Answers.It's been sometime since i wrote the kind of post filled with pointless digressions that only annoy-a bit like this one is starting to resemble-so i'll try to draw a focal point from here onwards.Over the course of 1.The morning jog 2.The long journey to the dentist delayed by traffic 3.Waiting for hot water to boil-i finally had an idea for my first movie (i mean,if that ever happens.Dreams help keep me dying from boredom)-it's basically about two yet-to-be-named young adults,a reclusive man and a temperamental woman-well,it's more complex than that but it all boils down to the relationship between these two conflicted people (the way most movies/tv series have multiple scenarios and stories but it all focuses on one solitary thing-e.g:Jim & Pam's doubtful,unrealised affair in The Office,Dick & Mary in 3rd Rock FTS,Jack's Secret Love Past in Lost,you get the picture) but for now this idea remains raw,undeveloped and too artsy-looking to be truly impactful.I'll probably suck out most of the mind-numbing melancholy and make it a bit more about real stuff (er,whatever that means)-but honestly this is confusing to do because,a bit like myself,my ideas are almost totally disconnected from reality and lost in some weirdo wonderland of deep evils and undiscovered hope (and maybe rainbow-coloured sheeps & singing clouds too),and the movies i like most are those which are multi-layered,subject to different interpretations and make people go ''huh,so that was..(insert self-made explanation here)'' instead of ''okay so this and that happened,urm,like,WOW'' like the works of Sofia Coppola or Charlie Kaufman.But this tiny,implausible dream of mine will probably drown out over the years as i undertake the difficult,hesitatingly chosen task of finishing a commerce degree,or maybe not.As ludacris and unrealistic the man or woman who said ''Anything is possible'' may have sounded,my gut feeling and secret belief in fate tells me he or she wasn't that far from the truth.
10.1.07
Catrabbit
Been blogging way too often lately and i really should get out and find a real life or more productive things to do,but my days are filled with predetermined plans and various chores i have to complete-alas they end in the evening when i'm too tired to do anything but lay on my bed and let my thoughts blithely wander off into sweet oblivion.So i spent the last few hours alternating what's left of my attention span from the tv (the office marathon currently on),storybook in my hands and the pastime of answering random questions on Yahoo Answers.It's been sometime since i wrote the kind of post filled with pointless digressions that only annoy-a bit like this one is starting to resemble-so i'll try to draw a focal point from here onwards.Over the course of 1.The morning jog 2.The long journey to the dentist delayed by traffic 3.Waiting for hot water to boil-i finally had an idea for my first movie (i mean,if that ever happens.Dreams help keep me dying from boredom)-it's basically about two yet-to-be-named young adults,a reclusive man and a temperamental woman-well,it's more complex than that but it all boils down to the relationship between these two conflicted people (the way most movies/tv series have multiple scenarios and stories but it all focuses on one solitary thing-e.g:Jim & Pam's doubtful,unrealised affair in The Office,Dick & Mary in 3rd Rock FTS,Jack's Secret Love Past in Lost,you get the picture) but for now this idea remains raw,undeveloped and too artsy-looking to be truly impactful.I'll probably suck out most of the mind-numbing melancholy and make it a bit more about real stuff (er,whatever that means)-but honestly this is confusing to do because,a bit like myself,my ideas are almost totally disconnected from reality and lost in some weirdo wonderland of deep evils and undiscovered hope (and maybe rainbow-coloured sheeps & singing clouds too),and the movies i like most are those which are multi-layered,subject to different interpretations and make people go ''huh,so that was..(insert self-made explanation here)'' instead of ''okay so this and that happened,urm,like,WOW'' like the works of Sofia Coppola or Charlie Kaufman.But this tiny,implausible dream of mine will probably drown out over the years as i undertake the difficult,hesitatingly chosen task of finishing a commerce degree,or maybe not.As ludacris and unrealistic the man or woman who said ''Anything is possible'' may have sounded,my gut feeling and secret belief in fate tells me he or she wasn't that far from the truth.
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al, speaking of catrabbits, ur kitten yg kat sha's place, sushi, runs/hops like a rabbit. haha, everyone saw and went 'AWW'. (cant remember if it was everyone or just me)
syaza u weird thing.
it was probably just you.
nah,yea sushi hops that way sometimes-very weird cat-it even has that longing,blank stare you'll get sometimes when you call for attention.
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